I really don't care.That's my Perogative

Admiration
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How I wish that i have only simple things to worry about. Like, what to eat for breakfast for example. Or what to wear for school. But oh well.

These days i cant seem to think of anything else except the food in this seafood restaurant that i once dined in at Johor. The stingray and the cockles....it's like OMG. They're damn good.

Ms Josephine Cheong wrote in my letter saying that i have very good PR skills. Admittedly i do work in the customer service sector and certainly you do need to have PR skills. I dont know if it is a plus point for conveyancing letters but i got a prettty good mark for it so i guess it shouldnt be a problem. Tehee

On a serious note...

i think in almost everyone's lives, there must be someone, anywhere, whether in school or workplace whom one admires from a distance. There must be some attributes in the person that one wishes he possess. It does not necessarily have to be looks, but how perhaps, the person handles a certain problem and overcome it easily for example or how she commands respect from her peers. Or how smart the person is. Characteristics that are just worthy of admiration.

But that wonderful image broke into pieces when he or she unexpectedly made a passing remark that can only come from those who are ignorant, judgemental, heartless and cruel.

Just that one particular remark, and all the admiration dwindles away.



 


Hrmm yah
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i have nt posted for like, so long. And i thought i should write something.

Anyway, i am really disappointed with a lot of stuffs. Some teasings can go really overboard, until there's no more respect even for basic human right. I always kept a lot of things unsaid but i figured that until I said what i truly feel, people are never going to get it in their head.

And out of all poeple it was you who had a warped perception of certain issues. I'm like, i have no idea whether to feel surprised, happy or sad. But i guess even if i explain and defend myself, its not going to matter. You're never going to change your mind.

Sihir
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Ilmu sihir memang wujud. Aku ingat memang itu cuma macam cerita Indonesia sinetron je ade. Perempuan sundal tu memang pakai taktik yang paling kotor. Yang paling terkini, aku dimasukkan sihir ke dalam badan aku. Lepas isyak, aku langsung tak boleh doa seperti biasa. Mulut aku macam tak nak bukak baca doa. Badan aku teros terbanting ke belakang. Badan aku macam menggeliat kat lantai macam cacing. Kakak aku nampak ku dan secepat kilat hubung bapak ku yang menolong bang kat telinga ku. MAk dan kakak lain tolong bacakan Yassin.

Ini memang peristiwa yang takkan aku lupakan. Dirasuk jin kafir. Bayangkan kepala bergerak sendiri. Bile dibacakan Yaasin, aku macam terpekik habis habisan. Tapi bukan aku yang terpekik, aku maseh sedar, tapi badan aku macam dikontrol oleh bende yang ghaib. Rase macam kene cabut nyawa.

Perempuan sundaltu ape lagi, bersandiwara kat tepi. Padahal memang tertera die yang hantar sihir tu kat aku. Putimek sundal betul. Tapi Alhamdullilah, bende tu dapat keluar.

PAkcik aku cakap, aku naseb baik ade jugak sikit pendinding, kalau tak and sihir tu datang full force, aku tak tau apee pulakk yang boleh jadi. haiz.

It is an eye opener for me.

Oh Tuhan.

Rayaaaa
[info]deeply_sinister
I have so many things to update. Excited, excited , excited.!! I dont know where to begin but my life since the hols started till now goes from extreme depression to extreme euphoria.Like seriously omg. hmm oh oh!! and tmr as in today, will be the last fasting day for all Muslims. I do feel sad that this holy month is leaving and its going to be yet another year till it comes again. I did not do as much praying as i should have, regrettably, but i do hope to put in more effort next time round. Terawih prayer was especially especially calming and soothing being the last day. Unfortunately i can only do minimum number of required prayers coz i was rushing for time. ahhh

Anyways Hari Raya is less than 48 hours away!!!

Cross fingers that i'd get any moolah this year. Haha :P

FUN!
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Yesterday was awesome,awesome and awesome. It was my first time breaking fast with these people and it was super fun. It was faat's idea to call over has' clique as well. I was not too sure if i can socialize and stuff but turns out that we all got along pretty well. Neena took the pictures so i dont have any pictures with me to upload right now. If i do, i'd post them asap haha. Oh and mirul, ehhh napeee taklehhh datanggg??????? !!!!!! curik keluar rumah ke peee. hahahahah

i wanna do this again!! haahahah But then again raya is like 3 days away and another get together is practically impossible. So i suppose next yr we should all do this again. And mirul kau keneeee pegi.

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