deeply_sinister

I am sick again!!! Omgosh.


I am sooo not prepared for nafa. I did not even train during the hols coz i was sick. And now i am sick again!!!. Something must be wrong with me Dx


I am so going to fail nafa.

Serious shit

I wonder if there's anyone else whose parents are currently facing divorce proceedings rightnow and you have to read the affidavits of both of them.

Or at least one.

Daddy dearest called mummy's affidavit a bunch of lies to my face. Erm , not exactly a very nice situation.

Oh well.

I wonder how this is going to turn out in the end.
 

I feel so alone in this.

I dont understand why people must cuss day in and day out.

But of course when people whom you love do that you have to learn to love the words a bit. Well, at least around them.
 
It's like some kind of self coping mechanism if you ask me.

Its like vehicles cant work without the wheels ....or something to make them move... it's the same thing. You have to create some air for yourself to breathe. Something liddat.

Yahhhh.

I am sick of being put down by insensitive comments when I know for myself I have been trying so hard.

And oh of course it's funny and I have to shut up and get over it.

yes, I know. Suck it up right?

It is so sad I have feelings isnt it? 

Ooops Im sorry I didnt realise but Im not even supposed to question isnt it?


.................


At this moment in time I just feel so repressed. Not sexually. I am just dying to be somewhere else.

This whole thinggg..... I just feel like im too old for this. it was like a hideous blast from the past sometimes.